The Lucifer

The Satan impregnated
a Lucifer in my womb.
Like a fetus , it grows,
and attains an abominable size.
Is it a Fetus or a Tumor,
I often wonder!

I breathe in,
but it is the one that
benefits from my inhalations…

It feasts on my soul,
leaving a hollowness within…
Decaying muscles and impure blood…
No soul…

When shall the Gestation period end?
Has it decided never to come out?
It gives my conscience
killing labor pains…

Once , I heard it saying ,
“Ma, I shall stay in your mind’s womb
and follow you till your tomb”..
I shuddered.
A diabolic laughter ensued…